First of all, How do you know when your really "ready" to try for baby #2?
Jayce & I have talked and decided to start trying for this bundle of joy in December...
we have also had talks where we aren't sure if thats really what we want.
Do I really want 2 under 2?
2 in diapers?
2 unable to fully express themselves?
When I think of it like that is scares me... a lot.
But then I think of...
a sweet sweet cuddly newborn
the love I have for Maddux and how I can't wait to feel that all over again
and the big one that gets me...
the relationship my children would share being so close in age.
&& that my friends...
want to grab the hubby and make our way to the bedroom baby #2.
But seriously, how do you know?
I think we are ready.
I know we can handle it.
I know we will love it.
I know we can afford it.
I also have the concern of how would Maddux take this?
a new baby?
He's my baby & I don't ever want him to think someone else has taken his spot.
I'm just so torn.
but at the sametime each month when flow comes to visit it's such a weird upset feeling I get.
Hubs & I aren't trying to have another baby and we have had only 1 time where another baby really couldve happened but theres always always a small chance so each month it's like...
a small dissapointment when I'm not pregnant.
Any thoughts on Baby #2?
Any advice on what to do?